Mise en place – in the classroom

Mise en place – in the classroom
I spent most of my break cooking and thinking about cooking.
Cooking has always been a hobby, but with the last weeks of the semester spent
working with my freshmen on their Little Big History Projects which consist
mainly of food topics I got to spend a lot of time thinking about the way that
cuisine intersects with history in really interesting ways. Amongst all of the
home cooking, I took two cooking classes learning to make French Macarons (I have been saying macaroooons my whole life oops) &
Pad Thai at Sur la Table. Most of my home cooking involves winging it and
fumbling around the kitchen, but these classes were spent with trained chefs
who brought a lot of insight into the cooking process. My biggest takeaway
concept: Mise en place.
Big News: My sister left the couch come with me make Macarons! All-expenses-paid-post-college-unemployment life must be rough 😭
Mise en place is a French phrase that basically means
“everything in its place” and is a concept that is taught in culinary 101 as a
way to help young cooks navigate a complicated recipe. It involves making
lists, prioritizing your work, gathering ingredients, measuring everything out
ahead of time and reading the recipe several times in order to know what is
happening when, and what if any special steps, tools, or time sensitives things
need to be accounted for in the recipe sequence.

I hope I don’t look this awkward all of the time….😅

Most of the time when cooking we are making things from rote
memory, or we are trying something new unsure of if it will work but enjoying
the process never the less. But that’s not always the case; for Christmas Day,
I made ravioli on my own on the day of for the first time in my life for my
whole family. On New Years Eve I made beef wellington with our good friends with
a cut of meat that cost nearly $60, yikes I am a budget shopper so this caused
me to literally lose sleep. The stakes/steaks, lol see what I did there, felt
incredibly high. I practiced making pasta for a week ahead of time which I’m
not sure I should be proud of or embarrassed by. One a side note – my family is
not shy to let you know if they don’t like something and my brother is
literally a trained chef –so no pressure. I could not have been successful if I
didn’t plan ahead.
So, how does this relate to teaching? Maybe for you not at
all, and if so I would invite you to stop reading here to save myself from any
further embarrassment of this not making sense. But the experience of cooking
during the holidays and the concept of Mise en Place has been milling around my
head especially as I think of ways to help my students as they begin to write
their Little Big History Project research papers.
Most of our students approach our assignments the way that
some of us might approach weeknight cooking; that is thrown together and half
assed. Most of us, like our students have the skills that we need to do
something, but not the bandwidth, resources, or ability to figure out how to
make it work with everything else we have going on. Many of our students, like
us, are gifted at BS-ing our way through a variety of complicated tasks. But
sometimes you just can’t do that, or you do so knowing that it was the best you
could do and that it was C work at best.
Think about the major assignments you gave last year, and
why some students were not as successful as they should have been. My guess is
that for many of them it was time management or not accounting for the
variables that they failed to think about ahead of time. I am specifically
thinking of a group that I did a podcast interview with in the 11th
hour of the due date.
The Little Big History Project is not 30-minute baked
chicken dish. It is a 3-hour Beef Wellington recipe. Last year I think we were
successful in giving our students the ingredients to succeed but this year I
want us to be more successful in helping them plan out this assignment and
assignments like it in the future. Given our student population, for the most
part the difference between students who excel and those who stay average is
more about planning/thoughtfulness than it is about academic skill level. As we
saw from the data of the PD day – for the most part our students are above
average.
They have great research and information thanks to Joan and
Michelle. They have the writing skills and historical thinking skills that they
have been taught throughout their years in school (albeit to varying degrees),
but most of them have not been taught to think out, plan, and break down, the
writing process. What to-do lists need to be made, what spaces need to be
created, what does it look like for something to be done, etc.
The conclusion of this is that I do not have the answers
yet, but do think that the idea of Mise en Place can be applied to some of our
bigger assignments. We spend a lot of time giving students the skills they need
to do an assignment but less time talking about how to actually approach an assignment
and I want to do that better for the sake of my students and for the sake of
myself who has to grade their work.

Feeling (and over thinking) all of the feels of SEL



This year in Big
History, Gaeby and I, along with the help of Sam Martinez (if you are not picking Sam’s brain, like what are you even doing
professionally?), developed a way to get a glimpse into our students’ social emotional lives throughout the course of their freshmen year. We created a “Twice Weekly Check In” Google
Form where students spend a few minutes twice a week in class filling it out
and giving us feedback. Here is what it looks like;
Here is some of the feedback that I get at the end of each week;
This snapshot is
from the beginning of the year. I saw which girls from my 3rd period
were getting involved in sports, which girls might be struggling socially, and
which girls were still trying to get a hang of how things work academically around
here;


This snapshot was
from a couple of weeks ago as girls turned in their first major project in my
class. I can see that many of them are not feeling ready to turn in their
projects which is something that Gaeby and I were able to address with enough
time before meltdown mode. It also shows what else is on my students minds as
they work on this project; shadow visits and frosh council selection.


Here is what I am thinking a few months into this- 
Pros
  • Students don’t seem to mind doing this twice a week – it has become a routine!
  • I am able to adapt in real time to student needs (ie changing deadlines, making seating charts, changing instructional approaches) that I feel will benefit my students.
  • I am
    getting much better at having hard conversations with students because I am not
    guessing at what their needs are. I know and can get right to the point.
  • I have insights as to why work is not getting turned in or why a student’s performance might dip. 
  • The
    Freshmen hallway being moved upstairs is HUGE for me and makes casual check ins
    really easy. I try to make a point to take notes on some of the fun stuff they
    add to the list (like dog costumes & sports) and take some laps upstairs on Fridays to check in
    with students as they are packing up for the weekend.
  • I really feel like I know MOST of my students at this point.

Cons
  • COMPASSION
    FATIGUE – I do not always have the bandwidth to hold space for student problems
    when I am at my own limit so I worry about consistency.
  •  It can
    be really easy to forget to have students take the survey when you are caught up in a lesson or trying to get to the end of a unit on time.
  • I don’t always
    know what to do with all of the feedback I get and therefore have probably
    become a big pain in the butt for our personal counselors and ed support team with my many questions. 


Questions
  •  What
    days of the week are best to survey students?
  • Is this
    actually improving my teaching and if so how do I measure that?
  • Are students going to get burned out on surveys?
  • Might they have expectations of me checking in with them personally that I cannot always meet, and therefore disappoint them?

 Well if you scrolled down the page this far thanks, any thoughts or feedback is much appreciated!

Also, Here’s a quote that I came across today that I really liked;
“Every time you think of calling a kid an “attention-seeking” this year, consider changing it to “connection-seeking” and see how your perspective changes 
– Dr. JodyCarrington

1 in 5 incoming freshmen hate history…..okay then.

1 in 5 incoming freshmen
hate history…..okay then.
Recently I went back through the incoming frosh home surveys
to find that out of the nearly 180 incoming freshmen 20% of them stated that
history was their least favorite subject. Ouch. While I wouldn’t say that this
is a crazy high percentage, it is also significant that one in five of the
girls in my class will have said that history is their “LEAST FAVORITE”
subject.  

                       
Here are some of
their responses as to why,
“Boring”
“No clue. Just never liked it”
“Boring”
“The material does not keep my
attention”
“Boring”
And my favorite…….
“My least
favorite subject is Social Studies because I’m not all that interested and
fascinated by wars and big events that went on back in the day. Not to mention
there are a lot of terms that have to be memorized, which can be quite
despicable to study. I respect everything that went down in history, but I
don’t find too much joy in learning about it.”
(“despicable”……..lol who is this kid??)


None of the students who claimed to dislike history said it
was too hard or that they didn’t perform well on tests, they just flat out have
apathy towards it. Yikes.
What this means for the
history team as we start the year:
·      We need to assure and prove
to students that Big History is not on an endless memorization/test cycle.
·      We need to continue to build
projects that engage students who are not naturally inclined to the subject.
·      We need to do a better job
of connecting currents events to past events in order to make the past feel
more relevant. I mean that’s kind of easy given the plethora of crazy current
events.
·      In the end, we need them to
see that it is not a “world history class” that is going to change their lives
but that the skills we are offering them to develop just might!
What I am hoping for these
students in the long term:
·      In my fantasy world – students will become so engaged in
history they will count down the hours of the day until Big History and then can’t
wait to get home to do their homework.
·      In the real world – That these students see history as a
subject through which they can engage in and develop as readers, writers, inquisitors,
researchers, arguers, etc.
The good news is that about 17% of the same pool also said
that history is their favorite subject. 
Later in the fall they will be surveyed again. I am looking
forward to knowing if our new curriculum is making an impact on girls at both
ends of the spectrum. At the end of the day this data is not a subject by
subject popularity contest but rather a pulse on where are students are, my hope
is not to convert the history haters into history lovers, but to engage them in
a way that it will be impossible for them to say that history is boring.

That One Time I Had An Idea…

I have so many ideas that I don’t even know what to do with them. Finding the time and energy for all of the things swirling through my head is a daunting task. Once I have an idea, and I think it’s great, I automatically think about how I can make it better…and then I get overwhelmed and it becomes a vicious cycle. 
I actually had so many ideas for blog posts, and they all live in my head and I haven’t found the time until now (because I have to) to actually compose my ideas in this blog…woops?
Anyway. My most recent idea came from Lacy Matthews: 
She’s the best! 🙂

who made an announcement about immigration over the loud speaker one morning during prayer in first period. I got inspired in that instant to assign my Spanish 3 Honors students the task of writing a personal narrative of an immigrant coming from a Spanish speaking country during this time. Students were to write their story in the first person from the perspective of an immigrant (obviously in Spanish).  First they were required to pick a scenario: which country? What is this person like? What is their family like? What challenges or successes arose from the immigration process?

Students researched social media posts, news articles, blogs, vlogs, pretty much anything available to them to get the most accurate, authentic perspective they could find. And they really enjoyed it. They were tasked to work in groups, and produce a dramatic, first person perspective narrative of what an immigrant might go through in various scenarios.
My students found themselves learning about government policies regarding immigration, polarizing perspectives, the daily struggles of someone living in a war-torn country or a country with limited economic opportunities. They found themselves feeling compassionate toward individuals that they had never encountered before. They learned things that weren’t readily available in a textbook or a lecture, and that’s awesome.  Oh, and I guess they learned some Spanish along the way too 😉
I found that my students were really into this project. They took pride in what they were doing,  and they wanted to do it well. They were meticulous with the grammar, conjugations, subject verb agreement, adjectives, and the best word choice, because as one student put it: “I want to do these people justice. Their story is important, and I owe it to them to do a good job.” 
(And then my teacher heart exploded into a million happy pieces!) 
I later found out from one of my students who has Lacy for religion class that she was simultaneously teaching about immigration and was showing a film titled: “Which Way Home?’ (I think that’s what the movie was called, my brain turned to mush during Christmas break, correct me if I’m wrong, Lacy). Students in her class were also privileged to see a guest speaker who discussed immigration policy and bills regarding the issue. I was delighted to know that several of my students in my Spanish class also share Lacy’s class and we were discussing the same themes.
This unintentional collaboration happens more often than not with my classes. Somehow whatever I happen to be teaching completely coincides with another discipline, and then BAM! Interdisciplinary teaching. The only problem is, I don’t want to have to find out from my students what’s happening in other classes, but it’s a welcome blessing anyway. I love to see that my students are making the connections on their own without it being forced. I like when learning is organic, and when students can come to their own conclusions on their own. 
Back to what I was saying about so many ideas…I like this project…It has been great so far, but I want to do MORE with it. I’m open to more ideas and suggestions because I want to expand on this topic. I don’t want to just leave it as an essay. Let me know your thoughts! 

Why do I get anxious for finals? I’m not the one taking them.



Every time I sit down to grade finals I have a mild panic
attack. Granted – I am prone to over thinking and anxiety anyway – but I don’t
have this with grading at any other point in the year. 
      Questions swirling around
my head;

  •       Was my final good enough? What makes a final a
    final anyway??
  •       If my students didn’t stress out over my final
    did I even do my job?
  •       Why didn’t I write a better rubric? Why didn’t I
    foresee the glitches?
  •       How much should this assessment impact my student’s grade this late in the semester?
  •       How would another (better) teacher grade this?
    Do I really know what I am doing?
  •       Did I grade too hard? Was I way too soft? –
    Probably the latter honestly.
  •       Are my grades too high? I really am happy with
    the work have done but shouldn’t my grades be more like a bell curve than a Nike
    swoosh?
  •       How does someone go to summer school for religion
    anyway??
  •        Should I let students know that the grades are in in
    case they want to see them before Christmas Would that just be chaos?
  •      Ah.

Anyway – my grades are in. Per my usual I went over
everything 10 times to make sure there were no surprises. Is this a new teacher
thing? Is this a crazy person thing? Does anyone else question the heck out of
themselves before submitting grades?

Embrace Possibilities: Can I do a “peer observation” of Alisha?

Embrace
Possibilities: Can I do a “peer observation” of Alisha?
Our girls love Alisha. Case and point is that our frosh
council, after only being students here for a few weeks, insisted that Alisha be a part of their homecoming wall. True to the “There’s No Place
Like Homecoming” theme she is pictured as Glenda the Good Witch helping our little
cartoon protagonists over to CHS (aka Oz).

What strikes me is the rapport and community that Alisha is
able to build with our girls given the fact that she only gets to interact with
them in the brief moments of the day when they are crossing the street. How
does she do that?? I wanna be like her!
I am wondering if we should be doing “peer observations” of
our non-teaching staff and thinking about what insights there are to gain by
seeing our students out of the classroom? How could we better serve or
empathize with our students? What insights can we gain about being role models?
I would love to stand at the cross walk with Alisha for a day, be with Cuco in
the Garventa Center during break serving up hash browns, sit in the attendance
office with Malissa during flu season on a rainy morning with heavy traffic, sweep
the halls at the end of lunch with Chris and Darrell, or sit in on a college
counseling meeting.
My goal for this year is to embrace possibilities and to
look for new ways to gain insight to our community and the people in it. I do
plan on doing these peer observations next semester and hoping a few of you
will join me. Maybe it could be a thing?

For Frosh: Weighting grades by MONTH rather than on TYPE of assignment

Frosh: Weighting Grades by month rather than by the type of assignment.
I am playing around with weighting grades in a new way if I
get to teach frosh next year and I am looking for feedback.
When we assess the work that freshmen are doing at the beginning
of the year we are NOT assessing the skills they have learned in our class, we
are assessing what they learned from their teachers in 8th grade.
An essay that a 9th grader writes in September is
a bigger reflection of what they learned from their 8th grade
teachers about writing than it is an assessment of what we have been able to
teach them. To me this leads to grades that do not reflect what a student has
learned in OUR CLASS and therefore are not really valuable assessments to
determine how effective we are as teachers.
We know that there are inequities in the quality of
education that our incoming 8th graders are receiving. I know this
full well having been one of those incoming 9th graders who came
from a K-8 where quite frankly my education sucked and I was way behind until
about junior year.
Here is what I propose: we weight the grades based on how
far into the semester we are. So in other words assignments and tests from
August count for 10% of a student’s grade. Assignments and tests in September
count for 20%. Assignments and tests from October count for 30%. Assignments and
tests from November to December count for 40%.
By giving weight to the assignments at the end of a semester
we are allowing students to grow and demonstrate content mastery without being
so heavily penalized for work that was subpar at the beginning of the year. A
student who cannot write a coherent essay in August should not have that essay
count to the same degree as the writing that they are doing in December.
This also put more responsibility on US – to make our grades
reflect what we have taught them instead of how much skill they already have
coming into 9th grade.
What do you think – has any one tried this?? Do you hate the
idea?? Is it worth a shot??

Teaming….we have to teach HOW to give feedback before we can team.

The Big History team was STOKED to work with Rachel Dzombak
on teaming strategies with our freshmen for their first group project: The Big
Bang Infographic. But this week Joanie, Gaeby, and I had to make the hard
decision NOT to share the feedback that our freshman gave to each other after reading
what our students wrote about one another.
  
We learned something major: Students have to learn HOW to give feedback before we can let them do
that candidly and anonymously with their peers.

 Much of the feedback was either not clear (i.e. “try to be
more helpful”), not charitable (i.e. “try not to need to control everything”),
or completely unhelpful and un-actionable (i.e. “try not to be sick next time”)
and it dawned on me that in order for feedback to be helpful students need to
know how to give feedback. Students are so used to RECEIVING feedback, so how
do we teach them to GIVE honest and constructive feedback??

 As teachers we think about the feedback we give to students,
how they will take it, how much they have
grown, what their tolerance level is for critique, etc
. so I think that it was
a false assumption on our part that this is a skill that every 14 year old has
(no duh!). While we are eager to continue to work with our teaming people from
Cal we also realized that these surveys are designed for college aged young
adults to take – not young adolescence.
It was a hard decision not to give our girls the raw
feedback from Rachel; she put in a lot of time into compiling a lot of data and
we do think that students need to be aware about how their work ethic is
perceived by others, but it also has to be done in a way that is not
demoralizing and continues to support the growth mindset that we are all on
board with promoting.
Of course Rachel totally got this. Our next steps are two
fold;
·     
Today we will talk to our girls about giving
honest, clear, relevant, and constructive feedback to their sisters – with the
intention that even in our critiques of one another we are ALL trying to lift each
other up and help each girl become the best version of herself.
·     
We are going back to the drawing board with
Rachel – we will try this again but we will probably need to tweak the surveying
method a bit.
Here is a helpful article I found last night just trying to
look for solutions to giving feedback. It is from the Cult of Pedagogy and is
called “Moving From Feedback to Feedforward.”

Big Voices Dread to Joy

I have to admit that I started this year with a sense of dread. How was I going to execute brand new curriculum in a class I haven’t taught in twenty years, differentiate for students who desire honors designation, while collaborating with history teachers who were also implementing brand new curriculum in their frosh classes? I thought, this is crazy and I will need some therapy to get through it. I love being wrong.

Well, I wasn’t completely wrong. The class has its challenges, like juggling grammar, literary terms, and Membean vocabulary; honors, regular and core texts; three separate yet concurrent writing assignments; and presentations to top it all off. Behind the scenes, I’m a controller of chaos. In the classroom, all the students see is a well-oiled machine. How do I do it? I don’t. WE do.

Working with my cohorts, Lisa and Kate, is the reason this works. We meet every third period, pounding out the gritty details of the big picture of Big Voices we planned over the summer. Three minds have created a year of English for these girls far richer than anything I could have done on my own. If not for Lisa, I never would have thought to have freshmen writing a research-based synthesis essay on myths that the girls chose to explore. If not for Kate, I never would have thought to have my students write “Where I’m From” poems that they enthusiastically shared with their peers. And, the icing on the cake is that these assignments parallel so well with the origin stories that my history cohort, Miranda, is teaching in Big History.

Speaking of Big History, I didn’t think we’d be on the same page until second semester with the Little Big History Project. For that endeavor, the collaboration seems like a no-brainer, and we’re looking forward to it. Until then, we are matching our units up thematically. It seemed like the best we could do until Miranda, Joanie, and Gaeby recognized that the basic skills we were teaching should unite us as well. For example, we make sure to use the same vocabulary and format when teaching text annotations and we’ll do the same with our many of our writing assignments. I love to see the students nodding their heads when I say, “You’re doing the same thing in Big History, right?”

In addition to the rich content, the sharing of students, and the support we give each other, this collaboration effort is fun. Whether we’re meeting in our small dept. groups or gathering as a larger, cross-curricular group, we enjoy each other and work well together. I’m not sure what the future holds for Big History and Big Voices as more collaboration opportunities with additional subject areas present themselves, but my initial dread has transformed to joy.

What Kids Baking Championship Taught Me About Teaching

What Kids Baking Championship Taught Me About
Teaching

I
just spent the time I should have been using to do school work watching Food
Network’s Kids Baking Championship for the first time. The rules are basically
the same as any of the five million other food competition shows on TV, but being
that the contestants were kids I figured that they would be doing much simpler
tasks…..like I don’t know, making muffins from a box? But no! These kids were
tasked with the same level of challenge that the adults usually are and given the same
tools – blowtorches, sharp objects, etc. eek!
Many
of the child-prodigy bakers are self-taught. On one hand this is impressive,
but then again pretty much anyone can learn anything with YouTube, the desire,
and the right tools.
  What is more
impressive is that they have parents who;

  • ·      ALLOWED THEIR KID
    TO MESS UP THEIR KITCHENS ON THE REGULAR

  • ·      LET THEIR KIDS POTENTIALLY
    FAIL OR GET HURT (CAUSE: KNIVES)

  • ·      WERE WILLING TO EAT
    THEIR KIDS’ BURNT OR UNDERCOOKED FOOD AND PRETEND THAT IT WAS THE GREATEST FREAKING
    THING THEY EVER ATE CAUSE THEY WERE JUST SO PROUD OF THEIR LITTER BAKER.
When
I think back to “cooking” or really doing any grown-up task as a kid with the
adults in my life, I remember doing the most menial, safest tasks possible (i.e. peel potatoes). I remember always being warned not to get hurt, having all
the fun tools pried out of my hands, and the look of disappointment (or more
realistically yelling) when I spilled or messed something up, especially if the
kitchen “was just cleaned (insert angry parent taking the Lord’s name in vain).”



To me, this relates
a lot to teaching. I think that we all can be prone to being the kind of
teachers who don’t want a “mess” in our classrooms or who are scared that
someone may get hurt (triggered, offended, whatever) by something challenging, and
assign projects where we have a super specific idea of what the end product
should look like.
I know that I am
guilty of this; especially when it relates to a topic I love in Ethics– I have
an idea of exactly what I want them to learn or feel and I tailor the lesson to
a desired outcome (In other words I am giving them the boxed cake ingredients and
the Easy Bake Oven) when the reality is I should be throwing out an idea and
see where it goes (i.e giving them raw
ingredients and sharp objects) in order to see what they can do on their own.
Kid’s Baking
Championship mirrors what our girl Carol Dweck (the Growth Mindset Lady) keeps
reminding us to do; “derive just as much happiness from the process as the
result.” It’s scary though. Cause sometimes our students are like:


It’s also scary
because we want to be data driven and have solid work samples to demonstrate that we are great teachers. We want to give our students autonomy but also ensure
that we are providing real academic skills that will help them in college.  And when other people walk by our classrooms we
want to look like we have it somewhat under control. So how can we do both?? How do we provide structure and rigor AND be like the parents of the kids in this show? I don’t
know yet.  Something to marinate on.